Everything is making me feel on edge And I feel like shit. I thought the worst of all this was over but then I find the last thing that my granny Cusick gave me and its all away. Gonna take the next sunny day go through to Stirling and spend a bit of time at my granny Gavin’s final resting place soon to. I justvwant to be close to them again. It’s killing me not to see both their smiles again.